the poetess
click play button to hear this poem:
As I begin to read your poems
Their power enters my body
Your faithful, deep feeling words
Slip through my unsuspecting skin
I feel them enter my bruisey heart
As easily as air enters my lungs
There is an affinity
I dive into the pool
It takes me a dreamworld moment to orient my self there.
Underwater, time and the senses seem to unfold
I emerge splashing, back into the surface world
Breathe
And I understand your first lesson:
though I want to expand my vision and aspire
to carry myself, and you, to the farthest horizons
I miss the point
I read your poems. I listen
I feel your pain
Aloneness
And I know that they are my own
and I understand that your voice speaks
not only to me, but to anyone
who cares to listen
So I begin to write in the first person
To listen to the voices in my heart
And know that this is where transformation begins.
My dear friends – didn’t think any one’d take me seriously when I said this was my long lost daughter – it’s only little old me reading with a ‘helium’ voice effect. The words just sound so much better coming from her! I wish she did exist, but there’s still time…
OK, back to work … (now where’s that bloody helium bottle gone… ?)
It’s gorgeous and I love it. A little freaky knowing whose voice has transformed, and into such a voice as this. Quite amazing and lovely and mysterious.
I know – it undoes me still! A ghost in the machine.